life needs less soberness

I'm glad its all over, and comes to an end of a cycle. But as usual the end marks the beginning of a new cycle. Well for now, I just have to finish up what's left behind for this cycle before one new one starts. And well-deserved INDULGENCES, I think I'd really need that. Cheers to less soberness in life because life's been too clear in its path.

the new beginning of an end

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there I do not sleep
I am a thousand winds that blow
I am the diamond glints on snow
I am the sun on ripened grain
I am the gentle autumn rain
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight
I am the soft stars thatshine at night

Do not stand at my grave and cry
I am not there; I did not die

breathe me

i love you.

fresh, crisp, morning air.

you clear my mind off the words for this moment that i'm breathing you.

it's probably only this time that i can feel your scent.

indescribable and satiable,

i love you.

thank those whose been in my life, 

i love you guys.

ending off with breathe me by Sia and six feet under.

Jaël, you remain

a new found love after all the insights and ramblings on media in China - Jael from Lunik.

it took my mind off being enchanted in her.

I’d rather be deaf
I’m never gonna hear your laughter anyway
I’d rather be numb
I’m never gonna feel you touching me anyway
You`re the one that went away
but I’m gone as well
You’ve taken me with you
You died - and I will never be alive again

I’m never gonna be...
never gonna be...
never gonna be alive again
You remain as a shade on my heart
You remain as a shade

I’d rather be a stone:
standing still, enduring everything
I’d rather be water
so I could rinse away the pain
I’d rather be fire
so I could burn every memory of you
I’d rather be wind
`cause he‘s dancing with you
it’s the wind that has taken you away from me
it’s the wind that has taken you away from me

I’m never gonna be...
never gonna be...
never gonna be alive again
You remain as a shade on my heart
You remain as a shade

She's from a band from Switzerland, Lunik. She can be so diverse and Lunik brings out some nice hits too.

After All

The Rest is Silence

Fall

Dreams of a Butterfly

a work in progress.

sleep with me tonight

"so who do you want to sleep with?!!"

"what's with that nick being so suggestive"

"who you wanna sleep with tonight?"

"and sex is beautiful"

It's just such a beautiful line done in a very tasteful manner.

without sleep there are no dreams, without dreams we fall apart at the seams.

i wish i could see you again

The coffin was more than horror instead there's more depth that we could actually gather about life. Regrets, losing your love ones, finding yourself and karma. In a way, I believe in the presence of karma and how it works, its an invisible mechanism but its out there. For a lot of things, we talk about the state of equilibrium and that applies to how karma works. There's always a balance in nature. From the movie " the wheel is spinning and you don't want to stop it", well, we probably have to deal with how nature works.  What's left behind after death and just before death, a mystery that prevails, especially it's your love ones. Regrets remains and longing continues.

 A thought surface which would be easier, facing your own death or facing the death of your love ones? 

I rather face my own death.

I caught this on quicktime trailer. I think its an intense one - The Reader.

"How wrong can you be?"